because

im going to crash even though i’ve only had dinner an hour ago, yet to bathe and my stomach is still big.

i constantly dozed off after lunch today so tomorrow i hope i wouldnt. i dont know why im so tired. n it slows my efficiency to the maximizer.

i spent a freaking bomb at the hairdresser’s. but im not going to say anything else. roar.

i realised i am paying my dad back for my bkk trip. this month. meaning, im on credit for like…
and i realised it after i went to the hairdresser -.-

cny doesnt seem very cny-ish this year. maybe cos im not participating in the cny shopping. i miss going to ntuc to stock up. they have officially excluded me.

my stylist tells me to behave. asks me to make a choice. set a direction. i wanted to tell him, the ball is not in my hands. but of cos i didnt.

because i suddenly have additional credit, im going for home-fix mani/pedi! by yours truly! ahhhhh.

tomorrow i have cny lunch. what is cny lunch? people crowding around to lao yu sheng? hmm. i will know tomorrow. maybe can even take pictures!

today a svp asked me how’s my learning progress. she said ive been here for quite awhile and shd know whatever’s to know already. when i said i dont, she told me not to take too long and have some initiative. that’s quite… stressed. especially when i dont know what im doing in the first place.

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im having a half day today. im going to get a hairtrim!
oh oh oh oh. ah ah ah ah. oppa oppa!
me ish counting down to tuesday too.

to sum up today, it was… alot of ohohohoh ahahahah oppa oppa; sitting with my feet dangling along the bus aisle ^^; alot of laughter; impromptu movie; a shouting session.

im going to head down to art friend, or the craft shop in city hall soon. yayyyy!

i will ramble incoherently and it may not make sense.
shorts and slippers and a tank top. that was how underdressed i was. the only ok-dressed item i had was my bag. omg.

we’re going noraebang in march. I CANNOT WAIT. IM ACTUALLY EXCITED.
i felt bad for leaving halfway today. my movie was good. i squealed. WU ZHUN!!!!! WAH HE SO HOT HE GOT ABS!
hahhaahahahhahaa.

then we walked from ps to timbre for drinks. by the time we got there, the kitchen was closed. so after the drinks, we headed for supper. i was already fuzzy from the beer and dizzy. after the damn vinegar, im almost awake. but now im sleepy again and i think im just going to head to bed without bathing again. hehehe. no one cares but im really full from beer and noodles. i think timbre is a nice place to chill. partly its because i was too underdressed and the only casual place for drinks was only timbre i guess. ahdhhd. initially loof came up and i’d die to check that out but i got so irriated looking at what i was wearing.

ok im going to change out n sleep. actually i still feel dizzy and fuzzy.

9.5hrs of sleep.

i temporary give up on allkpop. i didnt even have time to read blogs before i went to bed. i was too tired.

its eerily scary that i have EXACTLY the same thought as siamese twin. about how we should master it good and well and not being stuck in that same routine since forever. its about what you want in life. whether you wanna be that nobody who sits in one corner, being happy with stability, not hoping for anything, not expecting anything; or be that somebody whom people think you’re really capable and practically the whole building knows about your working attitude and go seek your advice because they know you’re someone who can come up with something good.
less than a month and i wanna stop feeling like the former already.
time to start doing something about it. its just i dont know where to start.

and the doctor did mine.
the mind is a tricky thing. knowing that i was going to the doctor, my body cleared up by itself.
nonetheless, medical is free so… i still went ahead with it.

today is quite boring. i waited for 3 hours doing nothing before i could leave.

i had good food yesterday and today. im quite sad i didnt get to go out in the evening, especially when i had such an early day.
i hate people asking me what time i knock off. because i never know till.. i really knock off. it ranges between 630 to 8. as of now.
yesterday i found an official clubbing partner ^^ bad influence but i think i can do with some vices. hahaha.

i feel bad for not going to the chalet, but i think its really over my dead body to travel all the way to east coast. if its downtown east or somewhere else more accessible, i prolly would have gone.

i am full. though i had instant noodles for dinner.

need to clear all my allkpop by tomorrow afternoon. im still chasing after criminal minds and loving it. though at times the sound effects are too ‘exciting’ in the mornings.

i got slightly mindfucked yesterday with alot of cigarette smoke. i really hate the smell.

siamese twin for lunch. fitness first and contemplations. a going-home buddy who said i cheated (which i swear i did not). blacking out a few times. loads of ritter sport cornflakes.

today i found out there are people out there who are dependent on my reports to do then do their reports. so i was highly stressed. i blacked out a few times that in the end i had to buy chocolate to boost my whatever it is >< and i spent an hour waiting. waiting for the system to do my stuffs for me. usually it takes 15mins. so i was really pissed. roar. and without fail, no matter what time i leave, im still the earliest. yikes.

i am so boring nowadays that i dont even read allkpop. gosh.

i spent the 2nd half of my day doing nothing because my files were incomplete and i couldnt do my daily. meaning, tomorrow i have 2 dailies to complete. IF the files are up.
someone was so amazed that the system was constantly down that she burst out laughing.
not funny. everyone’s leaving after 8 because of that. hurhur. i went off at 730 because there was nothing i could do except wait.

impromptu meeting with yk and hc. alot of gigolo talk me likey. we waited for 20 minutes for the bloody cab. the only up-side was that he taught me how to count in korean. me likey tripley.

my feet is so dry i need intense treatment soon.

intro-ed mc to the porridge store in chinatown and we all have the same taste, siamese twin! sashimi ftw!

im falling asleep while im typing so i shall head to bed. i forgot how to count alrdy hahhaa.