because

if i really do pack that overnight bag on friday or this weekend, then i really think…
1) im really brave
2) im crazy
3) i must be out of my mind
but i think its exhilarating, exciting and everything else.
especially when, i wouldnt know when i will be back.

i am currently living for the moment, because ive just watched telly till 9pm and yet to start mugging.
like whats new anyways.
last week, i figured i should give it my best shot but somehow along the way, it kinda died.
i think if i have to find a reason, we can probably trace it back to the 1st semester, when i realised that, studying hard is not nearly sufficient. that’s when all hope was lost.

but that’s alright.
i cant wait for friday to arrive.
then it’d be xlb buffet (again), jb for seafood, bkk, fairmont. in between, there will be other things, hopefully kitty lab.

how much can one study in 12 hours?
12 chapters?
ahaha.

so dead so dead. thats excluding the time i take to eat, watch tv and chat on the phone.
just spent 1/2 hr on the phone with hc. and another 1/2 hr typing a really long email to president.

shes the loveliest thing on earth i swear.
thats why i really love her and i will send charcoal to her if she ever goes alaska and freeze there.

today i had LPZ and AGZ.
LPZ means lao pa zai. not my dad, but yk’s. then anthony was around at night so we went for dinner and then went home. so thats anthony goh zai. hahaha.
in the middle of it, i had TUZ, taxi uncle zai.
rushed from school to bugis and there and then i decided i can really join the amazing race. within half hour, i travel from school to bugis, picked up the books and then rushed to lavender. at lavender, i made the people perform magic for me. its always that inner struggle of whether i should use the demanding approach or the pleading approach. but i guess emotion appeals are much better when it comes to emergencies.
so when i could really BREATHE, i took the train bound for school and realised i took the wrong direction.
so i got down, scrutinize the board and the directions again, and found out i was on the right train all along -.-

anyways, my first module of the semester has ended. it ended less excitedly than i wished it would have, with a B for the report. nothing fancy, nothing exceptional but i wished it was a little more. it is afterall my favourite module and my favourite prof. i was very apologetic for leaving early today and it is probably the first time that i felt this way since i started school 2.5 yrs ago. i told her it was great having her and i really meant it. when the class ended, she sent a mass email telling everyone that we can get her to write a reference for us. she remembers every single person in class i think and that is what makes her different from the rest of the profs. she dont judge and she think all comments are good, regardless or whether it truly it or not. she dont put down comments like what ive experienced from the other profs (who totally made me feel like im a bloody fucking idiot).

ok speaking of which, i realised i have to participate in the forum. shit.

well, its almost into wednesday as i speak and tomorrow, we’ll spend the day mugging for thursday’s paper and on thursday.. chionging our last report for the final semester.
come friday, it’ll be our last day in school.

anyways, lousy friends, you all havnt given me ur gv ticket stubs. roar.
i cant book the tickets even if i have them but still. u are a very bad friend.

im grumbling to procrastinate cleaning up the report.

yk is working on the other report and so far, no sight of him.
he’s gone mia and im not exactly worried.
i just hope that when he calls later, he’s at least 5 pages done and lj and i will just have to finish up the rest of the 5.
or maybe, HE’S DONE! hahahaa.
we have to submit this tomorrow, and our other 2 members are officially non existent.

the latest that i want to work on the friday submission is tomorrow.
so today, i must work very very hard before i leave for school.

my agent is a girlfriend is very funny!

my sister’s keeper movie has a different ending from the book i think.

i think chuck bass is damn sexy and seductive in a bad boy way.